deerz602

Why am I alive? Its not like I have friends. Nobody hangs out with me or calls me or text me or any shit like that. I hate social networking cause it just makes me feel worse cause I have nobody to talk to. I cant stand school cause I see people hanging out with friends, a relationship I envy. At home Im depressed and indifferent cause my dads medical bills we cant have anything or go anywhere anymore. All I have is myself now. Nobody wants to be with or around me so anything I say or do doesn't matter. Nobody will care if I did anything. It wont work if ask my mom for help anymore, she doesn't believe me. Nobody will listen anymore.

so it's one in the morning and i'm eating dinner....if dinner was a bag of popped pop corn that i found on the counter wich i think i just ate a lady bug from..... also my page veiws are.....get ready for this terrifingly (cocked that spelling up) amazing number.....799.......this is sad for me and i keep making run on senteces. I'm making a series on youtube (unless i procrasitinate) called ZCd05's journal. Pretty much i just write down my thoughts throughout the day and read them to a camera. I wrote the first one on friday and all i have to say is, i think i 1) have the mind of my six year old cuz i have dislesic (don't be affended plz p

My Skype username- ZCd05heartscake My twitter- ZCd05